Where is Darwin when you need him?
April 21st, 2009Or: I’m trying to evolve here, so bare with me.
Oh hell, yeah. I have been a bit silent over the past four weeks. No fairs, no new art, other projects, Easter. But that’s not the reason. The reason is that I have been thinking: What now?
And actually, the question is not, why have I started collecting contemporary art. The question is: why haven’t I stopped yet? After all, I get bored with things very quickly.
The answer sounds like a nutcase’s manifesto: Collecting contemporary art has enriched my life. It may sound tacky but that’s the way it is. And I’m not talking about what’s on my walls. There is much more to it. I have met more people in the last twelve months than in the five years before that. And people worth meeting, too. I have travelled more. I have made more interesting experiences and I had more discussions and received more encouragement since I have started my new hobby than with anything I have done in the five years prior. Well, almost.
I may have found this in other fields but what contemporary art definitely triggered sounds even more like I’m a need of a padded cell: I had more ideas and more vivid dreams, I got better in decision making and I improved my skills in terms of analysing my own wants and needs. And I rediscovered the strength not to care what other people think about what I do or like.
So if your life is miserable, start collecting! “Absolutely harmless if applied according to the instructions.” Just kidding, although I guess a shrink might find some psychological mumbo-jumbo to argue for it. In any case and in my universe that’s a whole handful of reasons to continue collecting.
That’s all very nice, but what about the art? - I have been asked that question in a number of ways.
I can’t say much about the art I collect. Not even sure I want to. I like the stuff. It grabs me. The works I own constantly and subtly struggle for my attention. They disturb the act of ironing clothes, as they say in the trade. I’m looking forward to come home to them after the weekend. Some of them I look at and I think: What are you? Why do you live here? Why have I taken you home? What the hell do you want? So far they refuse to answer me, the little buggers.
At the same time, there are artists (for example Troels Carlsen, Eri Itoi, Karen Schepers or Fiona Banner) who continue to haunt me. I keep thinking about their work although I can’t tell you (or me) why that is. I learned that in Science Fiction and Fantasy or Horror, one method of constructing a reality is the “intrusive” form, where things from a universe other that ours intrude to propose a threat. I experience the works of some artists exactly like that minus the threat. While in literature, the intruders usually have to be expelled to restore order, I guess I will have to find ways of incorporating the work of these artists. Try expelling Fiona Banner …
So this is what I will do next. Find these ways. And get the buggers to answer.
And now: Cologne & Berlin. See you around.
PS: Oh-me-oh-my, three women artists in my selection above! No, I didn’t consciously select them; they could be Vulcan for all I care.



